i am so so tired….
May 4, 2006 by cathcath
i feel tiring.. tiring with what i have now…. i dunno what is the purpose for me to work so hard, yet i’m unhappy with it.. i feel myself a loser.. thousand doubts in my mind. i doubt my ability… i doubt about my life… i can’t see my future… i really unhappy… everyday, crying more than laughing… can even collect the tears to wash my face liao… i dunno what issit for?? i know life won’t be that easy, and there is no easy way to gain what we want.. i fully understand what i all these means.. but i dunno why… i dunno what i worried for… it is still long way for me to go… but my burdens keep on increasing n increasing… that’s not what i want…. i just want i can get a stable job n yet, i’m happy with the job… haih……… =(
