sob sob~~ Doubting…
February 8, 2006 by cathcath
Feeling very sad these 2 days.. argued with kev… is not the 1st time already.. there were several times we argue from the start til now.. i feel tired of that… have been thinking should stop it now or continue. i really scare of quarrel. i know give and take. i have been doubting, are we really compatible for each other?? Sometime i do think i will control him for something.. but i do that for his own good. i dunno whether he understand or not. He might be blaming me …sigh…it is getting hard for me. who know my pain.i wish i could have a shoulder to cry on now…
I’m currently looking for others good oppurtunities if can.. i have been asking myself, want to leave m’sia to singapore or not since daddy always ask me to work there.. but there are many people and memory that i can’t just let go here.. i miss all the people here.. i am still thinking on that!
hey girl,
glad that you’ve found your spec & also passed your undang. Trust me, you will be more nervous when you take the “on the road” test. and also the stupid slope test where you must drive the stupid car up the hill and make sure it will not reverse down.
Anyway, you were saying that you argued with kev?? my dear friend, argue are normal between couples lar. wei, you say you need a shoulder to cry on?? Don’t be too greedy.
I am now suffering from critical office stress and tension. Just had a good cried yday. Having swollen eyes in office…… and i don’t have any “bf strong shoulder” to cry on…… BUT i am still surviving…… I still wana continue to fight in my work.
You are so lucky to have kev beside you. No matter how you argue, he is beside you mar.
So, i just wana tell you STAND STRONG, BE STRONG. You’ve still got us.
oO..walau dat bad a..aiya..my bro memang lidat 1 lo..but he’s a realreal real really nice guy lo..aiyoyoyooyy.. >.<..chill la..i had a gf last time oso wert…err..secret 1 la..hehe..dun tell me parents a..now nomore d..well..at least u hv my bro bro by ur side anytime ma..wen ur crying or sad..he’s there..of course couples argue..both of u r different persons..able 2 produce thoughts of ur own..errr..hmmm..juz dun give up so fast la..my bro is a gud fellow lar..better stop now..im talking 2 much d..juz chill..my bro is a gud person..
stay cheerful..=D..
stay happy wif my brother..
peace out