Disappoinment~~
December 14, 2005 by cathcath
Really feel disappointment with my aquarium liao… so many times liao me n kev had really try our best to keep the aquarium, no matter how many times the fishes had died, Kev never give up on the aquarium, putting more n more effort to our aquarium… and we feel happy for the latest aquarium because we know that at last, the fishes n plants grow happily and healthier.. we really look foward our aquarium will be nice and nothing will be happened… expect the fishes become healthier n healthier.. but now ALL gone… it really make me sad and disappointed liao.. dunno whether it was destiny or not… OR, God feel that the fished not belong to us?? Why do sometimes when we looking foward for the good news that time, something bad will happen to us?? I understand that sometime things may not go as our wish.. but why do the hopes is there and we trying to achieved it.. but end up with disappointment. I dunno how to express the feeling now… its makes me really really disppointed….
I never had a good sleep since the incident happened.. clean up all the glasses, swepped the sand and mop the floor…my tears surge from my eyes. Sweping the floor while looking innocently of the died fish.. but i can’t do anything with it, accept clean the floor and i really pity the fishes died on my hand…. how i wish it never happened before, and we never rear anything before…
Turn back the time please.. at least, the fished might live happily in the aquarium shop or live happily on other ppl’s (master) tank!! Sorry kev, sorry fishes… sob sob…..
